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| All American Girl |
| 09.30.04 (3:30 pm) [edit] |
Okay i'm over my pissiness that was apparant in my last blog intitled why boyfriends suck....just to clarify my boyfriend does not suck he is actually a pretty nice person.... usually, he just has his moments...like when he decided to insult me to add controversy to my blog. anyway like i said i'm better now....so David actually suprised me today he tracked down my dorm number through campus directory and gave me a call we were supposed to get dinner or something tonight...but now for some reason that's not happening..something about the presidential debate? whatever :? ....anyway instead he claims to be coming over tomorrow for dinner...we'll see...i have doubts...and then he said he'd come stay over Saturday night....also have some serious doubts.....:?
i got caught in the rain today i thought the bad weather was over with...i guess not considering i got absolutley drenched on the way back from class, i was ringing water out of my hair...good thing i dont mind a little rain :o
today i finally got my Train ticket yay for me, and Jenna's coming over in a little while to steal some of my clothes and acessories.
For some strange reason Megan was going to drive home last night at like ten to see her boyfriend...i didnt get why..she wouldnt get there til midnight and she'd have to leave at 5 to be back for work....ummm whatever..she drove for like 5 minutes then realized she had one bar in her cell phone so she decided to come back in case something happened and her phone went dead. Personally i dont see why she couldnt wait 24 hours i mean she is going home tonight and will be there until monday morning when she drives up here at 5 am for work...how fun for her. whatever i guess coming back Sunday night would just be too crazzzy. :roll:
Amanda's going home this weekend too...geez my roommates are always leaving me :shock:
soooooo tired
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| why boyfriends suck |
| 09.30.04 (2:42 pm) [edit] |
Now for those of you who were reading through my comments u may have come across an extremely rude comment: Thursday 09.30.04 - 4:05 pm
Hey- Maristgirl - what the hell? You didn't know about drilling in ANWAR? My God - in what type of isolated, apolitical, monoculturistic enclave do you live? Ohhh, Marist. Gotcha. Sorry for the big words - i'll bring it down to Marist-level. Bush, big bad man. You, live in USA. Bush control USA. You, affected by Bush. Ergo ipso facto - YOU SHOULD KEEP APPRIZED OF CURRENT EVENTS! Oh, you're friend Christy is a cunt.
uhuh now who wrote such a rude comment u may ask?? oh just my stupid ass boyfriend...his reasoning? apparantly my blog isnt controvertial enough....uhuh, so he needs to insult me to be controversial?? do u know what i have to say to u mr. u need controversay? u can take ur contreversay and shove it up your ass, and if u leave another comment like that i'm gonna kick ur ass... and i told u i'd publish this!!!!!:?
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| American Beauty |
| 09.29.04 (6:00 pm) [edit] |
American Beauty
If you've never voted, you're missing out on one of life's great pleasures.
No, not the satisfaction of performing your civic duty. Or the sense of solidarity with your fellow voters. Or the continuity with our nation's roots in freedom, democracy, and self-determination.
We're talking about the smug feeling of self-congratulatory superiority you get from wearing that little "I voted" sticker on your lapel all day.
Hey, Mr. Goateed Coffeehouse Loiterer: I voted. You know it, Mr. Angry Supervisor at Work: I voted. Read 'em and weep, Ms. Waitress Taking My Lunch Order: I voted. Say it, don't spray it, Mr. Toll-Booth Guy: I voted.
Yeah, check me out, honey: I voted.
Because if you don't, you can't lord it over people.
And that's just plain un-American.
So this afternoon Amanda and I watched Dr Phil and Oprah, and they both had to do with voting. Today on Dr Phil he had on President and Mrs. Bush...it was actually pretty interesting they showed old pictures of them and clips of their daughters. Their daughters are really pretty, i was kinda suprised since their dad is kinda...um..goofy looking let's just say....anyway and next wednesday Senator and Mrs. Kerry are going to be on so i want to watch that as well. And then on Oprah they had on various celebrities and the efforts they took to get people to register to vote. Since i'm not positive that i'm registered i decided to register again on line so i have to send in that little form tomorrow. then Amanda researched where Bush and Kerry stood on issues so that we would make the correct decision come November...go us for being so mature :D
i was suprised to learn that President Bush is in support of oil drilling in the Arctic...and i really dont like that idea...damn seal hater? doesnt he care about the animals up there? i think we should only drill up there if absolutly neccessary and i just dont think we're there yet....i have a feeling he's going to get re-elected though...:?:
Amanda and i also decided to screw that cafeteria today we went in with one of my big bags and took a bunch of bagels!! go us, we soo showed them, i was proud of us for getting around the system.
i have sooo much to do tomorrow, i have history and counseling from 9:30 til 12:15.... then i have to hang up flyers around the dorm advertising the clothesline project (its when peeople get together to decorate t-shirts in memory of victims of sexual assault, they will then be displayed outside the studetn center.)...then i have to drop off a petty cash withdrawl form for gender equality.....then Jenna's coming over to borrow stuff for Friday, then we have to get Train tickets.....then dinner..... then Train!! yay...busy day though.
yet another Train song....i know i know its getting annoying....
All American Girl Lyrics
To be that good, it must be taxin'
No such thing as satisfaction
You're makin' things happen while I'm relaxin'
Like a Sunday afternoon
My dad used to tell me I was lazy
I got dance moves like Patrick Swayze
I'm the left over turkey for the world's mayonnaisey
The star next to the moon
Now I know I'm just here to amuse you
And I don't mean to abuse you
But if I could just use you one time
Tell me what it's like
To be the queen of it all
The Neiman Marcus of the Mall
And tell me what it's like to be the one and only
All American Girl
Now I never had a supernatural feelin'
Not to mention a sexual healin'
But every now and then I get to the kneelin'
To thank him for it all
But you probably got some inside connection
So many numbers that you gotta rolodex them
So much muscle that you never gotta flex them
To catch you when you fall
And I know I'm just here to amuse you
And I don't mean to confuse you
But if I could just use you one more time
Tell me what it's like to be the house on the hill
The number one diet pill
And tell me what it's like to be the one and only
All American Girl
Now I bet you won't say you get crazy
Or that you don't shave your legs
When you're lazy
Or that you're just like everybody else in the world
You just got lucky, that's all
And I know you're not here to amuse me
But you sure know how to confuse me
So if I could just ask you once again
To tell me what it's like to be a star on the rise
A breakfast cereal prize
And tell me what it's like to be the one and only
All American Girl
The All American Girl
The all amazing crazy girl
i'm being lazy tonight....i just dont feel like reading for my History quiz tomorrow...i really gotta though, i'm on such a good kick will all of my other classes, i dont want to ruin it.
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| marian 104 |
| 09.29.04 (1:52 pm) [edit] |
So today on my advertising test that i thought i failed....i got an A-, go me so i'm pretty happy about that!! and next monday i dont have to go to my fashion classs becuase we're just going over how to register next semester and since i'm not a freshman i dont have to go which is awesome.
today at lunch the cafeteria is stupid Amanda and I got yelled at for trying to walk out with a bagel...what the hell our meal plan costs $3000 a year yet we cant take a bagel? ummmm right......on the bright side we got free m&m's for filling out a survery!....but
Amanda and I have a plan.....we're going back tonight and ptting them in my purse...oh yeah we're clever
so last night was awesome i talked to my friend Christy that i've known since kindergarten but don't get to talk to a lot b/c she's so far away :( but we talked for a long time last night so that was really cool, we reminisced about a lot of stuff and just kinda caught up on eachothers lives....it was a lot of fun i hope we get to talk more often....
a little while after that i was gonna go to bed since i had an 8 am class this morning but me and my roommates just ended up talking about a lot of different things it was one of those really fun random things you can't plan they just happen. we we're all just sitting on our beds talking about our boyfriends and how dumb they are and just funny things that have happened. Like Megan was telling us a story about how when her and her boyfriend started dating one night he sneezed and she went and wiped his nose! (if that didnt seem funny i'm sorry i guess it s just one of those things you had to be there for...) so last night was really cool so i didnt mind missing out on that extra sleep :D
i just got back from my gender equality meeting...and i for some reason decided to volunteer to be the club treasurer..so we'll see how that goes....it should be cool though..idk figuring out the club finances just added to my whole feeling of responsibility i have going on!!
hmmm...i cant believe its almost midsemester already!! we're gonna register for classes next semester in a few weeks....its going by sooo fast! and monday i have to stop by my advisors office to make an appointment about what i should take next semester just in case..........:shock: i wanna make sure i have the right classes since u never know i might not be in the country next semester...geeez going abroad takes a lot of planning...oh well, better safe then sorry..
idk the whole idea of going abroad i never really seriously thought about going until i realized Jenna was going to be there..i mean i dont think i could just go by my self i mean i know Dave would be there but we wouldnt really see eachother all that frequently so it pretty much would be like i was byself with an occasional visitor but like Jenna said we could share an apartment so it'd be a completely different experience with her right there with me!! it'd be pretty cool
more later, gotta go read for a history quiz tomorrow :D
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| So This is Growing Up.... |
| 09.28.04 (3:41 pm) [edit] |
Dealing with backstabber's there was one thing I learned
They're only powerful when you got your back turned........:?:
So whats with all the pissy people lately? Why is everyone in such a bad mood....i know its raining but geeeez.....oh well
So today i decided to be lazy and skip my ballet class...oh well everyones allowed a lazy day the way i figure, and besides now i get to see all of Gilmore Girls :D
So far Gilmore Girls is really good....:D
and tomorrow its not going to rain....i'm in a good mood :)
anyway so i worked out the whole double date thing for this Saturday! instead of going with Jay the weird but rich kid we're going with the cute normal one!! which is much better!
so tomorrow i have another gender equality meeting..but it was pretty cool last time so i dont mind going tomorrow
and tomorrow i have my advertising and fashion class...in advertising we're getting all the info about the group projects we have to do, its on Martha Stewart and whether or not we think she should remain spokewoman for Kmart...it should be interesting at least since especially since we get to pick how we want to spin her like a real PR person would which is kinda cool. Plus this stuff will end up being useful of i end up in business school :) Idk i dont think i'd be satisfied with just a college education besides that doesnt mean as much today..i do want to end up in grad school..idk i'm appreciating education a lot more this semester since i'm no longer in all intro classes and i'm learning A LOT of things i can use in my career...its actually pretty cool....in American History the other day we learned about the triangle shirtwaist fire..and the day before we had learned about in fashion...its pretty cool how things connect!....wow i'm definitly getting more mature i never thought that'd happen...like a few days ago i called my bank myself! something i never thought i'd actually do...and now i have to call to see if i'm registered to vote..i'm not actually sure...yep...i'm definitly growing up
and tomorrow in fashion class we learn the different fashion classifications :D
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sidenote< i love not being appreciated :?:>
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| Most people are as happy as they make up their minds to be |
| 09.28.04 (8:56 am) [edit] |
soo today i woke up and it was all rainy and yucky..and i dont have an umbrella :( thankfully it wasnt too bad when i was walking back and forth between class though so that was good....and then this morning i spilled water on my laptop...also not very good but that was like four hours ago and its still working fine so i'm hoping it'll be okay.....and i didnt have any bad dreams last night also very good :D
and tonight after dance class Gilmore Girls is on and the entire town knows how Rory slept with Dean so i'm excited for that!!
and i found another guy who wants to have a date with Jenna!! i am such a good matchmaker!! So she has to dates this weekend...the first guy though, he goes to Vassar and is friends with Dave (that just says it all ive seen his taste in friends...).....he's weird and i dont think she'll like him at all, he barely speaks English, and is kind of awkward.....and i'll just say "interesting" but he has a TON of money so she wanted to meet him...so thats the double date we're planning....the second guy also goes to Vassar but he is cute and seems really nice..so i think they'll have a much better time...Jenna's going on the date with the first guy in hopes that he'll buy her an ipod (thats so terrible!!) and she informed me she'd sleep with him for a $1,000 (my boyfriend unfortunatly agreed he d sleep with him for that much money too...the 2 of them i swear.....) so hopefully this will all work out.
my counseling class was sooo stupid today...we learned that fantasizing about our clients is wrong...um no duh..did he really need to tell us that? common sense come on people...
yeahh am i the only one that thinks this kinda weird? My roommate megans boyfriend gives her spending money every week...whats that about?? geez it is like theyre married...and this morning his little brother called her just to say hi....ummmmm right...and remember theyve only been together a month :roll: whatever.....
its a downpour outside again...i'm just glad i dont have to go anywhere til later :D
did you notice how everyone has been in a bad lately?? geeeez i wonder why...it must be all of this bad weather or something...idk i've been happy :) i like my school, i like my friends, i like my boyfriends, at the moment ive got no complaints...except megan being weird sometimes :wink:
and lots of people have been commenting on my blogs!! thanks to everyone who's commented it really makes me feel special!!! :D
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| You never know when you're making a memory |
| 09.27.04 (3:25 pm) [edit] |
Six o' clock already
I was just in the middle of a dream
I was kissin' Valentino
By a crystal blue Italian stream
But I can't be late
Cause then I guess I just won't get paid
These are the days
When you wish your bed was already made
It's just another manic Monday
I wish it were Sunday
Cause that's my fun day
My I don't have to run day
It's just another manic Monday
Have to catch an early train
Got to be to work by nine
And if I had an aeroplane
I still couldn't make it on time
Cause it takes me so long just to figure out what I'm gonna wear
Blame it on the train
But the boss is already there
It's just another manic Monday
Wish it were Sunday
Cause that's my fun day
My I don't have to run day
It's just another manic Monday
All of the nights
Why did my lover have to pick last night
To get down
Doesn't it matter
That I have to feed the both of us
Employment's down
He tells me in his bedroom voice
C'mon honey, let's go make some noise
Time it goes so fast
When you're having fun
It's just another manic Monday
I wish it were Sunday
Cause that's my fun day
I don't have to run day
It's just another manic Monday
I wish it was Sunday
Cause that's my fun day
It's just a manic Monday
i always liked that song....but anyway....
i have been sooo tired all day getting up early everyday is not agreeing with me.....
Dave is being his usual cranky self.....he's wonderful when i see him....but during the week he's kinda a jerk....he blames it on his hectic work week, and i kinda dont blame him he has to drive to albany 3 days a week....he's an intern for Hillary Clinton...so he does have a lot of stuff going....oh well...i still wish his weekday mood would improve
this saturday night Jenna and I are coordinating a double date...very cute...hopefully Dave will actually come through with this. And she s gonna come over before hand so we can get ready together :)
my roommate Megan finally reappeared this afternoon...and she s really been pissing me off...she acts like her and her boyfriend are married....and they've been together a month!! but they have a set of rings and if someone asks him how long theyve been together he lies and is like oh 2 years and were getting married when she graduates.....WTF??
who does that?? She also refers to his brother and sister as my brother and sister and his apartment as their apartment.....she is crazy :?
i wonder if she ll actually end up going home next semester....who knows with her....
today i got to wear my new headband :) its adorable
and tomorrow sucks b/c i have my 2 least fav classes....social issues of economics, and then counseling....it sucks sooo much...then i have ballet at 6:30...i like ballet at least...and last week we got to do some jumps, i hope we get to do more tomorrow :)
ughhh stupid megan just scolded me for stepping in front of the tv for literally 2 seconds!! :x
i finally got around to doing more laundry today...go me :)
right now i'm watching 7th Heaven....Ruthie got sooooo old....she's going to be 15!!! and she's talking about sex and boyfriends...how is this possible?? kids today grow up sooo fast (i know that probably sounds weird coming from someone who's 19 but its how i feel....)
and now megans having a crisis about what checks to order.....hmmmmm....maybe a new roommate will be welcome next semester....i just think Jenna should move in next semester since i know we'd get along, but she s gonna end up in midrise (another dorm on campus) oh welll
Oprah was really good today she had on Amy Fisher..it amused me how at one point Amy was talking about what she learned and she's like i learned its bad to shoot people...that amused me..it probably shouldnt have....but it did :lol:
and now Simon's crying on 7th Heaven.....ohhh geeez....
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| it's just another manic monday |
| 09.27.04 (7:33 am) [edit] |
i'm sad the weekend's over with, monday means an entire week of classes :(
but the good new is i got out of my fashion class way early today....we had a test today and we could leave as soon as we finished....i think i got like a solid B on the test some questions i just had no clue like what's workroom in French? Yeah languages arent my thing. another one was who invented the new look, and whats the american look and who nvented that...who actually knows those things.....well i guess i would have if i bothered to study
I had a scary dream last night i dreamt that i was carjacked and stole my purse and then came back to try to kill me becasue i could identify him and send him to jail :(
it was bad.... i hate nightmares
i'm so happy to be done with for the day...the only thing i have is a habitat for humanity meeting tonight at 9:30
i still have to do laundry so i have things to wear this week...the weather here is crazy the beginning of last week it was freezing...then it was hot...now its warm but kinda cloudy i dont like clouds.
anyway i decided to try out for the feature your blog contest so you all should vote for me!! )
it'd be cool to win :)
i think i m getting a cold....my nose is runny....and i ve been coughing and sneeezing :?
anyway i'll add more later
another Train song! hmmmmm.....i still need to get my ticket for that
"Calling All Angels"
I need a sign to let me know you're here
All of these lines are being crossed over the atmosphere
I need to know that things are gonna look up
'Cause I feel us drowning in a sea spilled from a cup
When there is no place safe and no safe place to put my head
When you feel the world shake from the words that are said
[Chorus:]
And I'm calling all angels
I'm calling all you angels
I won't give up if you dont give up [Reapeat x4]
I need a sign to let me know you're here
'Cause my TV set just keeps it all from being clear
I want a reason for the way things have to be
I need a hand to help build up some kind of hope inside of me
[Chorus]
When children have to play inside so they don't disappear
And private eyes solve marriage lies cause we don't talk for years
And futbol teams are kissing Queens
and losing sight of having dreams
In a world that what we want is only what we want until it's ours
[Chorus x2]
Calling all you angels [Repeat till fade]
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| I don’t want to live -- I want to love first and live incidentally |
| 09.26.04 (3:16 pm) [edit] |
so this weekend was pretty awesome...shopping was great getting there and back was a bit of a production ~ I swear sometimes i think Dave has a worse sense of direction then i do. I forgot to mention i also got a really cute new purse. Its green. We ended up going to like every store in the mall....twice... Jenna and i couldnt commit to buying anything until we knew what else was out there. I swear i thought the people in burberry were going to start knowing us by name! Yeahh all the sales women were exclaiming over me when i was trying on a belt there because they were all too big for me. They finally had to cut one down, they were just like ohh ur waist is so tiny, how tall r u, how much do u weigh. I wanted to get a really cute polo there but they were all too big. Sometimes big thin sucks :( After the mall we were gonna go rent mean girls but they were all out :( that sucked, so we ended up renting confessions of a teenage drama quenn instead....we watched the first 15 minutes....the movie was interesting to say the least....it was like mean girls but really really bad.
after the 15 minute movie Jenna went home and i spent the night at Vassar. Came back this morning hung out with Brianna for a bit when i got back then i showered, put off work the usual....and now its like 8 and i still havent studied for my fashion test tomorrow.....great. ughhh i'm not looking forward to going back to classes this week.
soooooo tired :(
megan who was supposed to be back here 2 days ago is STILL not back....so i'm guessing she' s driving up here at 5am to be back in time for work....what is that about? I'm waiting for the weekend where she just doesnt come back and she decided to stay there permanatly. She hasnt talked to her dad about transfering yet...if she's expecting to do that next semester she really needs to get started
it was really nice to spend time with Jenna and Dave this weekend theyre both a lot of fun. And i'm glad that Jenna doesnt feel weird being with the 2 of us, she was telling me during dinner how we're like the only couple she can hang out with where she doesnt feel like the third wheel. thats cool i guess.
maybe i should actually do work.....
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| Survey |
| 09.26.04 (8:35 am) [edit] |
here's a survey i stole from my bestest friend :)
1. Name: Beth
2. Nicknames: Bethy
3. Do you have a crush?:yes
4. Significant other? yes
5. Age you act: my boyfriend would say 5
6. Where Do You Live: Poughkeepsie
7. Where you want to live: Manhatten
8. Birthplace: New York
9. Favorite Salad Dressing: light italian
10. Ever gone skinny dipping? i think so
11. What are you watching? : pim my ride
12. Last person you talked to: my roommate Amanda
13. Favorite movie: Mean Girls
14. Favorite Book: the devil wears prade
15. Favorite Type of music: not sure
16. Favorite types of cars:convertibles
17. Favorite Saying: dont have one
18. Favorite Fast Food: Wendys
19. Favorite Ice Cream: chocolate chip cookie dough
20. When Do You Go To Sleep: when tired
21. Most Embarrassing Moment: too many to pick!
22. Stupidest Person you know: not sure
23. Loudest Person You Know: Crystal
24. Favorite holiday: Christmas
25. Favorite Food: mashed potatos
26. Favorite Song: always changing
27. Favorite Television Show: OC, One Tree Hill, Days of Our Lives, Oprah
28. Favorite Radio Station: dont have one
29. Favorite junk food: ice cream or french fries
Have You Ever...
1. Done Drugs: no
2. Run Away From Home: no
3. Hit A Guy: yes
4. Lied: yes
5. Stolen Anything: no
6. Broken A Bone: no
7. Cheated On A Test: yes
8. Cheated On A Significant Other: no
9. Gotten Drunk: yes
11. Been In The Hospital: on a field trip
12. Let a friend cry on your shoulder: yes
13. Fell asleep in the shower/bath: no
14. Gone to Church: yes
15. Never slept during a night: yes
16. Ever been on a motorcycle or motorbike: no
17. Been to a camp: no
18. Sat in a restaurant w/o ordering: i think so
19. Didn't wash your hair for a week: no
20. Broken something valuable?: yes
21. Thought you were in love: yes
22. Streaked the streets: no
23. Screamed at someone for no reason: all the time
24. Said I love you and meant it: yes
25. Been hurt by a guy/girl you loved: yes!
26. Stayed up till 4 am on the phone: definitly
27. Pulled a prank?: yesss! Potato butt in 4th Grade!!!
28. Made fun of someone? yes
Which Is Better...
1. Coke Or Pepsi: Coke
2. Cats Or Dogs: dogs
3. DVD's or VHS: DVD
4. Deaf Or Blind: deaf
5. Pools Or Hot Tubs: hot tubs
6. Television Or Radio: television
7. CDs Or MP3's: CD's
8. Apples or oranges: oranges
9. Strawberries or Blueberries: strawberries
10. Gold or silver:white gold
11. Vanilla or chocolate: vanilla
12. Movies or music: movies
13. Park or Beach: Beach
14. Hot or Cold weather? hot
15. Sunset or Sunrise? Sunset
When is the Last Time You...
1. Took a shower: 2 hours ago
2. Cried: last night
3. Watched a Disney movie: last night
4. Been to the movies: not sure
5. Danced: not sure
6. Did a survey like this: last week
7. Got a meaningful hug: yesterday
8. Thought of someone else:today
9: Helped someone:not sure
What is...
1. Your Fondest Memory Of last year: too many!
2. Your Most Prized Possession: my purses!!
3. The Things That Make You Happy: my purses lol (and yeah crystal i said LOL)
4. Your Favorite Food For Breakfast: eggs
5. Your Favorite Food For Dinner: idk too many to pick
6. Your Favorite Slow Song: not sure
7. Your Ideal BF/GF: umm...smart, nice....
What do you think about...
1. Bill Clinton: sleazy
2. Love at First Sight: possible
3. Abortion: sometimes its necessary
4. Smoking: no
5. Death: sad
6. Eating disorders: ..... a lot of people seem to think i have them
7. Rap: ok
8. Marilyn Manson: not sure
9. Premarital sex: dont like the idea but it happens
10. Suicide: not a solution
11. Music: love it
Favorites...
1. Room in house: My room
2. Type of music: depends
3. Location for dates: dinner, renting movies and cuddling on the couch
4. Memories: too many!
5. Day of the week: probably Saturdays
6. Color: pink
7. Cologne:happy, happy heart, burberry brit, coco chanel
8. Flower: roses, sunflowers
9. Month: June?
10. Season: summer, spring
Random…
1. When Do You Think You Look the Sexist: when i'm wearing a skirt (sooo like everyday)
2. Whats the First Thing You Think of When You See the Word:
Cherry: coke
Jolly: grean giant
Hat: barber
Yellow: sunny
Guitar: band
3. What Annoys You the Most: Dave, when people say LOL
4. Do You Like to Run: sometimes
5. Would You Ever Sky Dive: i'd like to but i think i'd be too scared
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| London vs. NY? |
| 09.26.04 (7:17 am) [edit] |
first off i gotta thank my bestest friend for adding the pics to my blog!
anyway...yesterday i went to the westchester mall with Jenna and Dave..it was a lot of fun.. i got a cute top from Banana Republic...and a cute belt, plus a SUPER CUTE headband from the Burberry store.
Jenna's coming with me to the Train concert this week! She's coming by earlier so she can borrow a purse and like a top to wear this weekend.
yeahhh.....sooo....London? Should i go abroad next year?? I mean it really would be an amazing opportunity for me. It would look really good when I go to get a job in fashion for a few years. Plus London has some of the top fashion schools in the world. Three extremely good fashion schools are all in the same complex so its possible to take classes at all 3 of them. And one of these fashion schools is AMAZING so many top fashion people graduated from there and at their annual fashion show all the major designers and buyers go, plus all the major celebrities, top models compete to get to wear the students clothes. When Stella Mcartney went the Naomi Cambell modeled for her!!! How amazing is that?? So why wouldnt i want an opportunity like this? Because it seems so lame that i never gave serious thought to going abroad until David told me i should go with him. But him and Jenna insist that its not like i'm going just because he's going and thats it but that i'll be able to have so many amazing opportunities there....i dont know i'm going to have to talk to my advisor about this.
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| Ramblings :) |
| 09.24.04 (4:53 pm) [edit] |
I am sooooooo unbelievably tired:('
Jenna just im-ed me so she could find out what i'm wearing tomorrow to the mall - which is a very good question! I think i'm gonna go with this really cute light pink polo, with a short denim pleated skirt, and this really cute corduroy blazer i got.
I also came up with a mini shopping list of things i wanna look for, first of all i want a new purse, i've recently gotten into polo shirts so i'm gonna be on the look out for them, and i also want to look in coach for these really cute card holders they have so i can put my student id into it. I'm a girl with a plan.
anyway i actually made it to the gym tonight!! Go me....but then afterwards i had an entire pint of Ben and Jerry's cookie dough ice cream....so there went all the calories i burned at the gym and then some
I cant wait to get to bed...i sound sooo old considering it's not even 10 but i havent been sleeping well at all. Like 5x a night megans stupid boyfriend calls and wakes every one up. IT SUCKS...and she hits snooze every morning for an hour':x'
awww my bestest friend isnt happy at school anymore':(' i think u should leave!!
u should transfer to marist!!':wink:'
anyway i'm having a good time at school..i really like my roommates (despite my megan complaints)... i LOVE my fashion class, i really like ballet and American history...advertising and economics are okay...and i HATE counseling, but whatre u gonna do? i cant wait til next semester when i can take more fashion classes!!
i just figured out that talky window thing very exciting!!!
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| When will this day end?? |
| 09.24.04 (10:26 am) [edit] |
Ughhh so today just plain sucks. I had an ecomonics and advertising test ':?' and i probably failed my advertising one. See our teacher gave us this whole big study guide so i assumed there was no reason to actually read the text....oh how wrong i was.':x'
anyway i am sooooo tired.... and i have a bunch of stupid things to do today that i dont want to do..i have to do laundry....study for fashion....and clean up my extremely messy side of the room....i'm not looking forward to doing this.
ohhh but the good news is though that my credit card payment was processed so i have money again!!! I'm soo excited!
Anyway I'm excited to be hanging out with Jenna and Dave tomorrow!':D'
And tonight when i'm done with everything i'm hanging out with Bri
I'll just be glad when i'm done with everything...laundry...cleaning....i feel like a housewife':?'
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| Sometimes a someone is so hard to find |
| 09.23.04 (2:32 pm) [edit] |
Yeahhh so my roommate Megan was actually supposed to stay here this weekend (instead of going home to see her boyfriend) well the whole reason she was supposed to stay here is because her boyfriend told her he didnt want her to come home (thats friendly right) but anyway i guess they worked it all out because she s on her way home right now. ohhhh well. and next semester she's transferring home so they can be closer, even though theyve only been together like 2 or 3 months. i guess it is nice how close they are, unlike me and a certain someone:wink:
Speaking of a certain someone he was being a real ass this afternoon. It started innocently enough he called me in the middle of the afternoon, which is not something he EVER does so that was cute, but then of course the cuteness faded. It sounded like he was trying to get out of our plans saturday AGAIN, but then he insisted he was "just kidding" and i have no sense of humor. Yeahhh whatever, great sense of humor he has. He's supposed to call me again later (yeah like that'll ever happen)
Sooo what else is new? Let's see Train is coming here next week! so i'm going with Bri to see them on Thursday which is cool.
Saturday Jenna, me and Dave, are going to the Westchester mall which is cool (I love that place!) Jenna wants to get Seven for all mankind jeans and i want a new purse. I'm thinking green this time? And possibly another bag for school books. I can also think of a few otehr things i want i just hope my credit card payment is processed by this weekend so i can spend more money. It was paid tuesday so i'm hopin it ' ll be fine...i guess i'll have to call Visa Saturday morning and see what s up with that.
Last night was weird....i accidently unplugged my computer in my sleep so i couldnt turn it on any more when i woke up and i was all confused until i realized it was unplugged. And Amanda got up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom and locked herself out and when she started knocking i thought she was a serial killer for some reason (since when do serial killers knock?)
And here's my fav Train song incase anyones interested, cant wait til next week!
Drops of Jupiter
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the Milky Way
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| 09.23.04 (8:32 am) [edit] |
I am so awesome...I got an A my psych test go me! Yeahhh but then halfway through psych I realized I never did the paper that we had due today...oops':(' so I lied and told him I was in such a rush to get to class I grabbed the wrong notebook but I'd give him the paper leater that afternoon when i was done with classes, so after class I ran back to my room and did the paper as fast as I could, and thankfully i'm done and it's pretty good.
anyway last night i went to this gender equality meeting with Bri i thought it was going to be totally lame but actually was really cool. It sounded like they do a lot of neat things theyre planning on visitng our state senators to talk to them about women's rights, like the right to choose. We're also going to try to get free condoms on campus...we'll see how that goes since it took up until the end of last year for condoms to be sold at the bookstore...but whatever it'd be cool to try.
i think i'm actually going to go to the library this afternoon which is something i NEVER do, but who knows maybe i'll actually get something done then.
More later
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| We're exactly the way we've always been and I am so tired of it |
| 09.22.04 (11:46 am) [edit] |
I know I just posted but I have more to add....
Yeahhh so I've been watching Oprah "how do you know when a guy is just not into you" yeah made me feel great. All the guys they had on the show we're talking about how if they really like a girl they're his number one priority.....yeah so not the case in my relationship....and how if a guy says he's going to call and he really likes you then he's definitly going to call.....yeah so not the case....and if he likes you he'll always have time for you....so guess who might be breaking our plans Saturday b/c they have too much work to do.....um yeahh...awesome
Did i mention how much i hate Dave recently??':(
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| What's the big deal about fashion? |
| 09.22.04 (10:36 am) [edit] |
So this morning I had to get up at 7 for my 8:00 class -not happy about that at all. I was sooo tired. So anyway I went to advertsing got there a bit early and walk past my advertising teacher..so anyway i keep walking get to my class and there s some strange guy...awesome i think to myself i walked into the wrong class and the teacher just looks at me and was like ummm....are you in the right class? I stick my head back outside the door and look at the number, then realized i didnt know the actual room number my class is in i just kinda go u know....so i feel very flustered and was just like ummm i'm beginning to think i m in the wrong class. So he asks me what class i'm supposed to be in so im just like advertsing , and he s like um what day is today, so i tentativley asked Wednesday? He's just like no, and i m just like shit, and i feel soo confused until he was just like oh i m missing with u you're in the right place..yeah cuz thats what i needed to hear at 7:50 in the morning.
So now all day i keep thinking its thursday.....
But anyway the strange man was actually the head of communications for our school and he just wanted to ask what we thought of our teacher since he had never taought before....yeah that didnt go so well everyone had a lot of complaints... so i felt obligated to say something nice so i was just like well he tries really hard and its nice that he realizes we're not all advertsing majors so he tried to relate to the fashion majors, and business majors and stuff as well. But yeahh after that he went out into the hall to talk to our teacher and the poor guy was all flustered and was like i'm trying really hard! i promise i'll get better...poor man...it was so awkward. But i generally like him since he does try so hard to relate to everyone...plus he dresses well...and knows how to get a good bargain, (he tell us where he shops)and he knows about fashion magazines!! anyway so we went over the assignment we had which was pick two advertisemnts for the same product so i picked 2 dramatically different Dooney and Bourke ads and explained how one had a fun bag that appealed to teens and the other was more serious aimed towards older woman and this stupid girl apparantly found the concept of fun and serious bags amusing, umm hello obviously they're are different classifications for bags get a clue!
Anyway....so right after advertising i had my fashion class where my teacher was telling us about a display she has in the hall with students projects and one student made a cover of a fashion magazine from the 70's with pictures of women wearing fur and apparantly students and teachers found it necessary to cover the display with anti-fur flyers, and she's been receiving angry phone calls demanding she change the display. What the hell? It was just a project its not like she had a poster promoting cruelty to animals, its not the students fault fur happened to be a major trend in the 70's. People are sooo sensitive geez. I mean what's the big deal about Fashion? Personally i do not like the idea of fur but if somebody wants to wear it i feel they have a right to i dont like to inflict my ideas on others...like those damn paint throwers!! What right do they have to ruin an expensive item that doesnt belong to them? Maybe there's a sentiment to the coat like it was passed down from the family...people need to stop inlicting their beliefs on others.':?'
not much else happened to day...i had a yummy sizzling salad at lunch with Amanda...Megean (my other roommate) is still pissing me off, but whatever i'm sure she's going home tomorrow) I have a huge advertising test Friday i'll probably fail....awesome':(')
Tomorrow i should hopefully get my psych test back, so we'll see how that goes.
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| It's who I am...anyone can be a slut, a druggie, and so on, but it takes a lot to be a good girl |
| 09.21.04 (4:27 pm) [edit] |
Yeahh....so i gave the boyfriend the address to this, don't know if that was the best idea, but knowing him he'll forget and never look at it again. That's just the way he is.
So i had my psych test this morning and i think i did pretty well, i guess i'll just have to wait and see til next class though. I just want this week to be over with. This weekend i'm trying to find Jenna (my roommate last year)a boyfriend at Vassar. Yeah i dont know how that one's gonna go. Vassar doesnt exactly have the best selection of straight men. So today i didnt really do anything i had economics and counseling. then i had lunch with Brianna watched Days of Our lives (my guilty pleasure) then did some work.
I just got back from my ballet class a little while ago. It was fun the best part was when we did jumps. Yeah so Dave's like trying to whore out poor Jenna so he can de-virginize his friend Jay...yeah cuz thats real nice..i already warned Jenna though, trust me she wouldnt want to sleep with him. ':roll:'
Anyways i finally figured out these emoticans! go me':lol:'
I can't figure out how to install my printer, and its reaaallly pissing me off, i'm the most technologically challenged person ever.
So i pretty much missed the season premeire of Gilmore Girls and I'm pissed i ran back from ballet and took the quickest shower ever so i wouldnt miss too much, but then one of my roommates wouldnt let me watch it with the sound on because she was trying to study ~ well too freakin bad go to the library or study lounge, what pisses me off though is when me or my other roommate is trying to sleep she's like the loudest person, so where's the same consideration? Why should i miss my show because she needs silence. She's never around any way she's home thursday nights through monday mornings to see her boyfriend
yeahh so i m pretty much just venting my frustrations. And Dave is now keeping a mental log of our "activities" (just gonna leave it at that) umm..yeah how fun for me nothing like him having the ability to be like its been so and so long so next time we see eachother....yeahhhh....wonderful. Why is he such an ass sometimes? Love him to death but would love to kill him sometimes.
Ughhh tomorrow i have an 8 am class i so dont want to get up for it. I have a cute outfit picked out for it though. Yeah i keep a log of what outfits i wear which day....thats probably not normal. I'm very serious about it too. I even have a log of what purses i own, and shoes, tank tops, long leeves, skirts, etc. I'm slightly OCD about it.
I'm soo tired all these morning classes are really starting to get to me....I'm soooooo hungry...i already had a cookie and an entire bag of popcorn tonight....yeah no wonder i think i m gonna get fat. Soooooo hungry':('
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| All about me |
| 09.21.04 (10:31 am) [edit] |
-Layer One-
* You: Beth
* Middle name: Irene
* Birthday: March 12
* Birthplace: New York
* Last place you traveled: no idea
* Eye Color: green
* Nail Color: pink
* Height: 5'3
* Zodiac Sign:Pisces
-Layer Two-
*describe*
* Your heritage: Irish, Italian, Chezh, Polish
* The shoes you wore today: black heels
* Your hair: light brown
* Your weakness: no clue
* Your perfect pizza: depends on my mood
-Layer Three-
*what is*
* Your most overused phrase on aim: don't really have one
* Your thoughts first waking up: I don't want to go to class
* Your current worry: not sure, probably advertising test Friday
* Your plans for today: homework, ballet class, Gilmore Girls, and One Tree Hill
* Your plans for tomorrow: Class, homework
* Your best physical feature: lips?
* Your bedtime: when I'm tired
-Layer Four-
*you prefer*
* Sunrise or sunset: sunset
* Gore or horror: horror
* Eastsiiiide or wessssside: Westside
* Stripes or polka dots: polka dots
* Planes or trains: planes
* Boxers or briefs: boxers
* Pools or hot tubs: hot tubs
-Layer Five-
*do you*
* Do you think you've been in love: yes
* Type w/ your fingers on homerow: no
* Like to take baths: not usually
* Get motion sickness: no
* Like talking on the phone: yes
* Like thunderstorms: sometimes
* Play an instrument: not anymore
* Workout: not often enough
* Like reading: yes
-Layer Six-
*favorite*
* Body part: lips
* Kind of fruit: kiwi
* Music to fall asleep to: none
* Time of the day: night
* Car: convertibles
* Number: not sure
* Thing to do: movies, hanging out with people
* Horror movie: not sure
* Colors: pink
-Layer Eight-
*the future*
* Age you hope to be married: 28
* Numbers and Names of Children: 0
* Describe your Dream Wedding: Vera Wang strapless wedding dress, Vera Wang dishes, maybe get married in Europe
* How do you want to die: Old age while sleeping
* What do you want to be when you grow up: clothing buyer/ department store owner
* What country would you most like to visit: Egypt
-Layer Nine-
*opposite sex*
* Best eye color: Brown
* Short or long hair: short
* Best personality trait: not sure
* Best height: 5'8 ^
* Best articles of clothing: polo shirts
* Best first date location: dinner
* Best first kiss location: whenever it feels right
The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?: yes
Do you party a lot? not really
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?:no
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: a lot
Do you skip classes? yes
Do you have casual sex? Protected?: no
Do you steal?: nope
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: probably
Do you drool over celebrities?: sometimes
Do you watch a lot of TV?: yes
Do you ever watch the News?: not usually
Do you even care about world issues?: sometimes
Do you read books often?: sometimes
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: no
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yep
Do you smoke cigarettes?: no
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: not really
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: just one person
Do you cuss a lot?:unfortunatly yes
Are you desperate to fit in?: no
Are you intelligent?: yes
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: no
Black eyeliner?: brown
Black eyeshadow?: no
Black trenchcoat?: no
Black boots?: yes
Black fishnets?: maybe if they were tasteful
Black nail polish?:no
Cigarettes?: no
Heavy metal music?: no
Marilyn Manson?: no
Kittie?: no
Cradle of Filth?: no
Constant frown and perpetual angst?: no
Do you like to be seen as one?: no
Are you an intellectual?:yeah
An atheist?: no
Horrible home life?: not really
Hopelessly depressed?: no
Suffering with suicidal idealations?: no
Self-mutilation?: no
The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?: if it's cute
Big black boots?: no
Mohawk?: no
Excessive piercings? no
Loud, confident and opinionated?: yep
Wild hair colors?: no
NOFX?: no
Rancid?: no
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: sometimes
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?: dont know
Do you watch a lot of sports?: no
Play a lot of sports?: no
Talk a lot about sports?: no
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: yea
Are you arrogant?: no
Are you a male or female whore?: no
Are you homophobic?: no
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: no
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: no
Parties = yes?: sometimes
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: no
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: yes
Have you ever been on a diet?: no
Make yourself throw up?: no
Make-up?: yes
Low-cut tops?: if I could pull it off
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: not big enough
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: definitly!
Giggle a lot?: yep
What's the deal with boys?: love 'em
Thongs?: every day
Pretty bras?: yep
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?:YES!
Who's the weaker sex?: men obviously
Are you a feminist?: not really
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: yes
How often do you shave your legs?: every day
How about your armpits?: every day
Are you emotional?: YES
Especially when on your period?: no
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?: acceptance
Independence or Companionship?: companionship
Stability or Freedom?: stability
Personal or Interpersonal?: personal
Introvert or Extrovert?: introvert
Popularity or Isolation?: popularity
Unique or Loved?: Loved
Understood or Individual?: individual
You or Them?: ...?
boy or girl: boy
cat or dog: dog
gap or abercrombie and fitch: Gap
livejournal or something else: tblog
records or casettes: cd's
comedy or drama: drama
horror or science fiction: horror
flowers or candy: candy!
MTV or MTV2: MTV
VH1 or MTV: VH1
Cartoon Network or Nickelodeon: neither
be with friends or be with your significant other: depends
truth or dare: truth
cards or board games: board games
radio or CDs: cd's
Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter: Harry Potter
PC or Mac: Mac
pen or pencil: pen
blue ink or black ink: blue
sneakers or sandals: sandals
converse or vans: i'm anti-sneakers
Buffy the Vampire Slayer or Angel: Buffy
lipgloss or lipstick: lipstick
long hair or short hair: depends, how short?
opera or musical theatre: theatre
band or choir or orchestra: band?
math or science: science
gay or straight or bi: straight
coffee or cappichino (I can't spell it!): french vanilla cappuchino
english or social studies: social studies
disney world or universal studios: Disney
california or florida: California
the states or canada: States
europe or asia: Europe
anime or cartoons: neither
manga or comics: neither
chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
milk chocolate or dark chocolate or white chocolate: milk chocolate
war or peace: peace
north or south: north
nailpolish or no nailpolish: nailpolish
travel or stay at home: depends
democrat or republican: democrat
Yeahhh i soo stole this from you twin!:D
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| What consumes your mind, controls your life |
| 09.20.04 (4:56 pm) [edit] |
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I'm so going to fail this test...i just can't do this!! I hate this..and i cant figure out how to use those damn emoticons...I also hate how i sound so nuerotic in these..honestly i'm not this crazy in real life.
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| I never thought that I could feel the way that I feel when I'm with you |
| 09.20.04 (4:16 pm) [edit] |
So this is my first entry. Hopefully it won't be like every other journal and I'll actually write in it.
Anyways my weekend was pretty good I just kinda hung out with Amanda Friday we watched some tv and I procrastinated doing work. Saturday was also pretty uneventful I had a bunch of cleaning, laundry, and homework, which sucks. Yeah and Saturday night Dave (my boyfriend) was supposed to come over but he forgot he apparantly got confused and thought he told me Sunday night. So I was extremely pissed. I can't believe I was actually stood up! I didn't think that actually happened to people and certainly not by someone you've been seeing for the past 3 1/2 years. Anyway he came over Sunday afternoon instead but I was still pretty pissed with him, so in retaliation I told him his outfit was ugly and I hated his haircut, very mature of me I know. So he freaked out and ran to the mirror and gave me the third degree about why I didn't like his outfit. Anyway, after that I was no longer pissy and we got along fine (but FYI his outfit wasn't bad but the haircut did suck)
Yeah so during lunch that afternoon he decided to tell me how he wants to go abroad to London for the year....um yeah not sure how i feel about that one, especially since he asked me to go with him I don't know about this....and of course Jenna thought it was an awesome idea, and then today in fashion our teacher kept talking about how we should all spend a semester at the London School of Fashion....yeah just what i needed to here.
All i can do now is sit back and hope he decides against it. Why oh why can't i have a more normal boyfriend??
Ughh i have a psych test tommorrow and i was determined to get an A but i just don't think that's gonna happen so now i m stressed. I just can't concentrate!! It's horrible. I need to take adderal (sp?) like seriously it's ridiculus. I just cant do anything. Last night i looked up the internships other fashion students at my school had and it was amazing they worked at places like Saks and Chanel...how awesome is that?? But now i'm stressed because i'm just not talented enough to land an intenship like that. And i'm convinced if i dont get an A in everything i have no chance for any remotely good intenship. Ughhh my psych test is gonna be the death of me i 'm now convinced if i dont get an A no future for me. I'm sooo overdramatic....but seriosuly i m gonna need to be amazing to get an opportunity like that....am i that amazing?
I've only gone to the gym once since i've been at school....great...i really need to go more...i'm convinced i'm gonna get fat....yeah cuz thats a healthy thought (esp. since i'm 5'3 and 100lbs) but yeah i did this last year too i was convinced because i 'm at school i m gonna get fat...damn freshman 15 horror stories..they went straight to my head
maybe tomorrow after class i'll go to the gym, God i hope i do well in psych...im gonna freak if i dont. ughh why cant i be more academic??? it must be so much easier to be Dave and take school seriously, but of course he envies me for being more carefree....yeah cuz thats always best.
I cant believe i m graduating in 2 years...that thought scares me to death...
I swear i eat so much more when i'm at school...my part of the room is a diasaster i wish i were neater.... i need to clean which is sad because i just cleaned like 2 days ago
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| here ya go |
| 09.19.04 (6:22 pm) [edit] |
BETHYYYYYYYYY . . arent i sucha nice friend?? i made it for you . .let me know if u want anything else on it!!
Love ya twin
<3 crystal>
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